I was watching the tv show 'Cops' earlier this evening and they showed a guy who's wife left him for a couple days with their 5 kids. There were all like between the ages from a year old to 5 years old. Damn, that's a hella lot of handle all by yourself. The place was a friggen mess, even in more bad shape than my room. Then the cops left and went to like a local grocery store and bought like milk, juice, bread, eggs, etc to last for at least a couple days. I mean they didn't have to do it but they did it out of their hearts and I guess that goes to show you that there are still nice and caring people in this world today.

This afternoon I got a call from Sergent Thompson asking if I could meet him tommorow to discuss my "future" in the Army. I wanna go through Basic Training just so I'll be able to have that expierence in my life ya know? I know when the time comes I'll probably be getting butterflies but once I get there I think I'll feel better. I've always wanted to go into the Military or Service whether it were the Army or the Marines. So I'm gonna walk down to the office after school. But I haven't exactly made up my mind I'm just checking it out for now, I still have to go talk to Sergent Masayos for the Marines too. Whichever is more appealing to me is the one I'll choose.

Well tonight is the American Idol concert on tv with all the 30 finalists so I'm gonna go get ready to watch that.

Bye.

fucken p-eed//*sigh* I swear sometimes or i should say most of the time i don't get my dad. Remember i wrote that he was going to oahu to see his lawyer or something? well before he went I had asked him if I could go with him and he replyed by saying "oh going be hard and you going be by yourself, before christmas I take you". shit, its better being by myself, having NO one rushing me when I'm shopping, being able to take my time and not worrying if I'm pissing anybody off by taking my time. Then this morning I called his phone and I heard someone else talking in the background so I asked him who was that and come to find out it was his gf and her daughter! wtf?!! How come they can go but I can't? is that just a coincedece? I think not. ugh, I fucken hate my dad's gf. sorry I shouldn't say 'Hate' cause that's a strong word, I just "dislike" her. a lot. Her and her daughter chasity are from Kauai. The last time chasity irritated the shit outta me and mari. brah I swear chasity has some sort of staring problem. its like she just stares and tries to see inside of you or something. something is defintely fucked with that grl. that reminds me...

not to self:

ask kuulei to bring her digital cam to school tommorow!

I'm talking to my bro josh right now on the phone and he's telling me about what he and dutro were talking about at the football game on friday night. ME!! what? ehh I'll ask him about it tommorow in school. I decided to post a pic of dutro just because Black Mail..hehs! Jk you know I got madd love for you nate. (not in a gf/bf way though)

well I'm gonna go and and for malu I have this little message to give to you its...FUCK YOU!

listening to: Just Another Day In Paradise- Marty Dread

I'm BORED

Well today my day wasn't much of a day..did that make sense? I just stayed home, watched tv and slept. Not much of a saturday huh? Tonight? staying home. catch up on my sleep since I haven't gotten much in the past week.

Tommorow: Mall with my cousins, Then Fair with ashley and corie. that's basically it and I'm gonna try again and wha?? hell no I ain't gonna try I'm gonna DO IT! the pull-up bar so I can get my shirt. I wanna go see that marines dude, ash i gotta show you what he looks like cause he's effin' hott! he was in BDU's like I said. i love a man in uniform, that's what a real man looks like. YUMMY :D blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda.

I have nothing else to add so on that note I'll probably blog laters. 2

We just came back from the airport. we had to drop off my daddy cause he was going to oahu for the weekend to see his lawyer or something. I re-did my page, does it look okay? I hope so. Last night me and my family went to the fair at the civic fair grounds. It was okay not bad, the other years was a little better because this year KWXX wasn't there and they always have the good bands performing under the tent but this year was just like Darlene Ahuna, Pomai & Loeka Longakit, etc. I seen Eddie O. whom I haven't seen in a long time so it was good we talked and caught up. then we went walking around in the civic at the different vendors. I talked to the Army Recuiters and I didn't know that, that was Sergent Thompson so we finally met and we talked about a few things if after high school I would still like to go into the Army he can get me into Basic Training as soon as I graduate. But I was talking with the Marine guys and I think I would like to go into the Marines better. The options and what they were showing me were what I expected. My mom isn't too thrilled about me going into the Marines in a year because as you know if there were to be a war the Marines is the first they call to ship guys and girls out.

One of the guys that was helping out at the Marine booth was kinda hott. But he was married so I wouldn't do anything cause I'm not like that. I don't wanna be a homewrecker cause that's just dick up the az.z. although I gotta admit that he was flirting with me a lot. hehs, I didn't know but they had the pull-up bar set up and I thought it was just for show but they said that if I could stay up there for 72 seconds then I would win a shirt but I couldn't it was close but I just couldn't. It was kinda shame too cause there were a lot of people passing by and they just stop and watch you. But I'm gonna go try again on sunday night when we go back after my daddy gets back. :) I hope that guy is still there.

I seen a lot of people at the fair that I knew like cody, jamie, mike, bryan, davis, terrence, jace, etc. I was there helping out at the marines booth for a little while. I was just kinda kicking back and talking story with the recruiter.

Today when we were at the airport when I got out to get in the drivers seat I saw this security guard that was looking at me so I turned to look at him and he gave me a smile and I was just like I had to smile back cause I didn't wanna be rude but he was too big tho:\ like muscular. He looks a lot like vin diesel only with a little bit of hair on his head and he was wearing sunglasses. blah, i hope he isn't there on sunday when I go and pick up my dad. Well this was a long entry so I'll TTYLz bye!

tonight was a really crappy night for me. I thought i would be able to handle it but It all came crashing down on me, its just too overwhelming and i just can't deal with it right now. I haven't been to school in 4 days, due to the fact that I don't really wanna go right now. But i have to go tommorow, I have JROTC first thing in the morning but JROTC is the only class I look forward to going to. Its just so fun we call it our "ROTC Family". the person i'm closest to in rotc is gotta be my bro brandon. i love him in a big brother way, I've only known him for 3 years though ever since we were freshmen. I'm expecting were gonna probably be watching videos of 9/11 tommorow. I'm also thinking of going out for Color Guard and Drill Team this year. I hope I make it!

Well I'm gonna go and comment on some xangas so I'll update soon I promise! until then take kares everyone! k bye!